Day 42 – 10.24.19
Thursday – 8 Weeks! 🙌
Today, we are 8 weeks pregnant 💖 – I woke up so happy knowing this. Blissful, really! The other two times we got close to this point in pregnancy I had started spotting, we never had an ultrasound, and the pregnancy test lines were fading… I tear up remember that heartbreak; My miscarriages, although they were most likely chemical pregnancies, they still gave the possibility of real baby in our lives. 😢
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And I’m probably more teary now, this time, because I felt the implantation, I’ve felt the daily growing twinges, actually gotten to SEE our little tot on a screen and HEAR their heartbeat. So now, more than ever before, I’m so attached and in love with a little being I’ve yet to meet. 🤗
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My wife and I have been calling seedling-tot our “little dinosaur” this week because of the precious visual (on the right) that @pregnancyplus_app displays. 😍 Cool to know the umbilical cord is growing, eyes are growing, feet and hands are sprouting, bones are getting thicker! But still so teeny tiny! .
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And on the left, The Ovia Pregnancy App gives fun details. I’m already overweight, so seeing my belly grow is NOT really a thing, sadly. However, I have noticed that sucking in my tummy is not as easy – takes more effort. In addition, my appetite has increased a bit. I definitely have to keep that in check! I lost 35lbs to be a healthy vessel for this kid – I don’t want to undo that, especially when my calorie intake does NOT need to increase until third trimester. Even then, only by 200 calories. The “eating for two” is a myth and I need to focus on the balance. I’ve yet to start going for daily walks! Need to stop slackin’! .
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Happy and grounded,
Trusting in my body now,
Relish in the growth.
[JEM]
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