Day 97 - 12.18.19 Wednesday - Caffeine 🤫 Shhh... I had a small fountain cherry coke tonight. I caved! Oh, the yummy carbonation, the tingly cherry goodness, mmMMmm! 😋 It has been months, like a year, since I've had a Coca-Cola or any caffeine. But it has been A HECK OF A WEEK, y'all! And it has been calling my name for over two months. I know that a coke has less caffeine than the max "allowed" daily for a pregnant woman, so "it's fine." But still... 🤞 The reason I use the quotes is because it has taken FIVE YEARS to get to this point - to happily be growing a little human being 👶... and I don't want to jeopardize this at all. And sometimes it feels like people have the biggest flukes of the smallest things that can create a miscarriage. That is the darndest thing about this process, no matter how much positivity I imagine and good vibes I focus on, that scary little voice of negative "but what ifs" looms. . . I even asked a question on a pregnancy app of "When do you stop worrying during your pregnancy" to which 70% replied NEVER! Ha, so it is nice to know it is an average concept in the pregnancy world but ughh.... I'll keep channeling my calm and go with the flow all is good vibes as much as possible. That is all we can do! 💕 . . . #pregnant #pregnancy #preggers #earlyPregnancy #15WeeksPregnant #iuijourney #infertilitysucks #infertility #babydust #twoMoms #rainbowBaby #believe #lesbianparents #ttcSupport #ttc #ttcCommunity #stayStrong #loveIsLove #pregnancyAfterInfertility #focusOnTheGood #blessed #lucky #weGotThis