Praise God that today we are pregnant 🙌🥰 #8dp5dt or #13dpo and today we get to live in the bliss of the expectancy and hope 🙏 that you are implanted exactly where you need to be ❤ and one day we will get to hold you in our arms 😍 and have you running around annoying your big brother Israel 😄the same can't be said however about two months ago when we were pregnant with your sibling... Missed period ✔Pregnancy symptoms✔ Positive pregnancy tests✔ Positive Blood Tests & Rising HCG levels✔ One minute your little heart is beating and I am looking at a sonographers screen, elated!😍 our tiny little miracle ❤ The next I am being urgently taken away in an ambulance to undergo emergency laparoscopic surgery... I dont understand why God would allow something like this to happen, it doesn't seem Good or kind, compassionate or loving... But maybe He didnt want this to happen? Maybe He cried while I cried? Maybe He knew that my sister in Christ, Liz, would be working at the doctors office and made sure she was the first one to find out so she could be the physical form of Love that the father so desperately wanted to give me? Maybe He purposely made sure that I didnt have the car to drive myself to the appointment so that I would reach out to my sister in Christ serah who would be beside me once I had found out? Maybe He knew our baby couldn't be saved and so He made sure I was aware of what was going on before my life was taken also? Maybe He held me tight and fought off the spirit of death and sent Angel's to govern and protect me while I lay on the surgery table? Maybe His love toward me never ever stopped even though mine did for Him... Isaiah 61:3 "He will give me beauty for the ashes, The oil of joy for our mourning And the garment of praise for this spirit of heaviness" We Love you Baby Asher 👼 See you in Heaven ❤ #tww #earlypregnancy #ectopic #pregnancy #loss #grief #jesusatthecenter #ivf #ivfjourney #ivfnz #ivfmaori #ivfsuccess #ivfsupport #ivfcommunity #ivfpregnancy #ivfwarrior #ivftransfer #ivfbaby #ivfgotthis #ivfmiracle #ivfstrongertogether #fertility #fertilityjourney #fertilityawareness #fertilitytreatment #fertilityclinic #embryotransfer