I literally sat in a deep depression for 5days before I got my first faint positive (self imposed) it doesn't sound like a long time but boy can those minutes seem like hours when you've struggled through the ups and downs of infertility and only just barely scratched the surface of the TWW 😩 but to make it worse I was almost absolutely sure I had ruined my chances of conceiving - full disclosure - we had a celebration night at church a couple days before my transfer for all the volunteers and afterward a few friends and I went out for a night of karaoke - I did something REALLY stupid 😳 I had a few drinks 🥺 okay a few more than a few 😫 I woke up the next morning and realised the impact my night out had, had on my body and felt so guilty about not having more self control, especially considering I have been blessed with the opportunity to do IVF 😭 So the fact that Gods grace has been sufficient for me in my weakness and I've been blessed to come even this far is yet another blessing I dont deserve 🙏🙌❤ Heres hoping this little pepi is lodged snuggly into the right place healthy & thriving 🤞 New Symptoms: Constipation 😳 #grateful #tww #earlypregnancy #ttcafterloss #ectopicpregnancy #blessed #excited #ivf #ivfjourney #ivfnz #ivfmaori #ivfsuccess #ivfsupport #ivfcommunity #ivfpregnancy #ivfwarrior #ivftransfer #ivfbaby #ivfgotthis #ivfmiracle #ivfstrongertogether #fertility #fertilityjourney #fertilityawareness #fertilitytreatment #fertilityclinic #embryotransfer #ivfround1 #thirdembryotransfer #fertilitynz