My anxiety is through the roof. I'm 5+2 today and for the past week and a half, it has been torture going to the loo. Every time I wipe, I pray there's no blood. Then when there isn't I feel relief for a hot second before I wipe again....just to check that there really wasn't any blood. Because there has to be, right? There's no way it'll all work out, is there? There are no words that can truly describe the fear and anxiety that comes with pregnancy after infertility treatment and prior loss.