21.01.2019 • The day my nightmare began. - - The morning of 21.01 I woke up feeling soooo much happier than I’d felt before. I had had my nephews stay over that night. We stayed up late playing games and eating and laughing. When I woke up in the morning I felt in such high spirits. I went out to B&M to buy some new homeware. When I got home to my 2 nephews and boyfriend still sleeping I turned the music on as loud as possible and began singing and cleaning around the house until eventually they all joined in😂 I got dinner on whilst the boys were in the bath and that was when my pain started. My stomach was cramping like never before - I felt like I was losing my baby. I called NHS 111 and they told me to go straight to A&E. My family and friends convinced me that this was just normal cramping in pregnancy as I hadn’t bled or anything as of yet. We waited in the waiting room for around 2 hours before seeing triage and another 2 before seeing the doctor. Luckily my brother picked up my nephews shortly before I saw the doctor.. Everything from then was a blur. The doctor told me quite matter-of-factly, insensitive and down right rudely that I had miscarried. I hadn’t bled?? I had passed no tissue? This man has got to be crazy or maybe just stupid😶 (continue on next post) - - - - - - - - - - - #miscarriage #awareness #blaw2019 #blaw #pain #cramping #earlypregnancy #hospital #hurt #depression