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As of today we are 5 weeks, still very early but still very grateful to be in this position. ( going by my rough ovulation dates) We decided to tell our parents, as no matter what the outcome we would tell them and right now we feel ( or at least I do ) that the more support the better! I want to write these weekly post updates for my own sanity and so I can look back on them.⁣ ⁣ Still struggling with pregnancy after loss, although I must admit not as much as I thought I would if I ever found myself in this position. I’m symptom spotting like mad. I keep thinking if I had bad nausea ect I would feel more confident but as someone pointed out I would probably find something else to worry about 🙈 My symptoms so far:⁣ ⁣ 🌸 Tired ( more so than normal probably )⁣ 🌸 Not hungry but always seem to want to eat ⁣ 🌸Headaches on and off⁣ 🌸Slightly tender breasts ⁣ That’s it! Now I’ve done enough googling to know that woman go their whole pregnancy with no symptoms but I guess it just reminds me a lot of last time. It’s difficult! Plus I know I’m still very early and some people don’t get symptoms until later on.... just going a little crazy! Anyway, still off work this week with hubby so managed to spend some quality time together and a week today at 6 weeks we have our first scan- and to be honest no matter how hard I’m trying to remain positive I’m terrified of the same result as last year. Please stick little rainbow! 🙏🏼🌈🤞🏻⁣ ⁣ #5weekspregnant #4weekspregnant #6weekspregnant #pregnancyafterloss #pregnancyaftermiscarriage #pregnancyfears #earlypregnancy #firsttrimester #pregnancyafterlosssupport #pregnancyuk #pregnancyafteraloss #miscarriageawareness #rainbowbaby #pregnantwithmyrainbowbaby #firstscan #rainbowpregnancy #pregnancyaffirmations